Thursday, June 9, 2011

Extreme of loneliness

Extreme of loneliness, feelings of escape also like dodging monsters. I doubt I really lost myself.
Saturday morning, my mother called to let me go back, say something important. Not been back for a month, and my heart Biede panic, do not want to see who. Although the starting point to know how to say their parents are for the sake of their children, but in this case, I have no way to happiness in the face.louis vuitton monogram vernis wilshire pm ammarante m93641 lv bags
Browse the Internet for two hours, the day was knowing about the time. Feeling lonely during the day on the Internet, do not want to meet who do not want to miss who, in the boring click the delay time to go home, do not want to go home. Who knows what my mother would give me a challenge!
Always changing, my concern is also growing. But more than a month before, life. Everything there is no order, I'm lost in life. And from the people around, so I can not open up, I totally live in a world without communication. Tuberose, the expectation in the night; Xiaoyong, in blatant attack; director, secretly in the transmission with ambiguous feelings. These, I think out, escape. Yesterday, wanted to see, because it is single, or after the single - divorced, single, so take advantage of the object appears to be someone else. Only, not to fall into my own emotional entanglement.louis vuitton monogram zippy purse grenade m60243 lv purses
Home almost ten o'clock, my mother was preparing lunch. I think bought a lot of food, is it to welcome me home? Impossible, is the resentment of my mother recently, after the divorce, her mother could not understand, how good a home on the loose? Mom is still very simple idea, when he went before will always be doing to do that, it will make state, but everyone seems so happy. Who would have thought we separate it? No words, I quietly watching TV, a number of variety shows, in the grandstand, cold look, no smile.
Thinking of you tonight

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